It wasn't as if he hadn't expected it. No, Li knew it would've been the case. After all, with all he knew of his boyfriend, such as his odd and long sleeping habits and the fact that he and his twin brother shared a birthday on New Year's Day, it was only expected, and yet. . .
Why did Li keep hoping that Mutsuki would really show up? He was only given an answer of “maybe”, no guarantee of anything, a high possibility of nothing, given all he knew. Yet he planned tonight anyway, a terrible, reckless idea, even going so far as to decline an offer to celebrate the night with his band mates. Now Li would be alone on this special day